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A Girl Who Felt Ignored
by Unknown

This story is about a girl who felt ignored..

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is
Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year,
when we went to a trip from a club, I found out that I
fell in love with him.
Before the trip was over, I took a step and confessed
my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each
other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side,
there was so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was
just another girl...
"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can't"
"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment
grabbing me.
"No... I am going to meet a friend..."
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word 'love' only came out of my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard I'm say 'I love
you' before.
To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.
He didn't say anything from the first day and it
continued till 1O0 days...2O0 days...
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me
a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...
Then one day...
Me: Um, Jin, I...
Jin: What...don't drag, just say...
Me: I love you.
Jin: ...........you.....um, just take this doll and go
home.
That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me
the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room,
one by one.
There were many....
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with
him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his
call.
But... lunch passed, dinner passed...and soon the sky
was dark... he still didn't call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me
from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.
Still. I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin...
Jin: Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving
it to you now.
I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my
birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had
happened.
Then I shouted...
"Wait..."
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung onto him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily,
if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone
else."
That was what he said. Then ran off...
My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground. He
didn't want to say it easily...
How could he...
I felt that...
Maybe he is not the right guy for me...
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just
crying.
He didn't call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every
morning outside my house.
That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to
school.
But what made the pain resurface was that.... I saw him
on a street...with another girl...
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed
me...as he touched the doll...
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my
room, and tears fell...
Why did he gave these to me...
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other
girls...
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my
house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus
stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him,
that....its going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had
happened and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual...
Me: I don't need it.
Jin: What....why...
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the
road.
Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I
don't want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But
unlike other days, his eyes were very shaky.
"I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...

"You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just
throw it away!!!"
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then...
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted...
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up
the doll.
"Jin, move!"
HONK~!!!
"Boom!" That sound, so terrifying.
That's how he went away from me.
That's how he went away without evening opening his
eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with
guiltiness and the sadness of losing him...
And after spending two months like a crazy person...
I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we
started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to
count the days... when we were in love...
"One...two... three..."
That was how... I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and
eighty five..."
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...
"I love you~, I love you~"
I dropped the dolls, shocked.
"I....lo..ve...you??"
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you~ I love you~"
It can't be!
I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the
side.
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
Those words came out non-stop.
I...love you...
Why didn't I realize that.....
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's
stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on
the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so
much...
"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each
other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't
say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy... If you
forgive me and take this doll, I will say that i love
you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..."
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked
god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last
minute...
For that... and for that reason... to me... it became
courage... to live a beautiful life...

grabeng haba naman basahin kopa ba/?

susme!!!!!!!!!!

gusto nyo re-enactment ko na lang sa inyo ?

sige GW ikaw naman yong witch na may hawak ng karayom

` what a very touching story ..

` meron kayang magsend ng ganyang love story sa dear friend ? XD

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